i envy the doctor so much. it’s crazy. he feels an array of emotions, saves the world with no desire for recognition, travels to the vast extremities of the universes, and creates bonds with a plethora of peoples. he is everything i want to be.
to be able to live 13 different lives and experience different emotions with different people must be overwhelming. i seriously would love that, though. i wish my life worked like that. being able to restart with a whole new slate, set of emotions, and style is the most appealing phenomenon i can think of.